Late-night Rambles.

I always seem to write best late at night. This just proves my family's claims on me being a 'night owl'. I stay up all night, and sleep late in the morning. Which is fine with me, I like the night better. It's beautiful out after the sun is gone and all that's left is the moon. I love to go outside and just sit on the front steps staring up at the stars. Am I the only one that feels totally at peace when you're alone outside at night? Maybe so. Most people would be scared and go inside, at the risk of being raped or killed. Lmao, I only worry about that stuff when I'm watching horror films- along with the nightmares I have following afterwords. But enough about that, I should just get down to what I felt like writing. Today was so busy. (I hate busy days like most of you know.) I was helping out my mother. She's doing worse than she was before, but maybe she'll start to feel better soon. We can only pray; which if you actually do her name is Michele. She's been suffering from her MS(multiple sclerosis) ever since she was pregnant with myself. Which will be going on 16 years, wow! Basically its a disease that makes it very hard to walk and do basic tasks. My mom can't really walk, write, or cook anymore. Sadly there isn't a cure, but hopefully someday there will be and she'll recover. I doubt it though.. eh contradiction much? Haha. So I was busy looking after the dogs, cleaning, and what not. I did get to spend most of today with Amanda: like usual... we played some old video games we found. SO, BORING. Plus I hate games when I'm terrible at them, so I wasn't having fun at all loosing to a 12 year old girl. So on the rest of the day was chill. I made pasta, alot of it. It was mainly for myself but my parents kept eating it all, then they wanted to put clams and shit in it. Nasty, I know. But they apparently forgot about doing so. Me and the lovely Tara watched Twilight tonight. It was her first time seeing the film so she was flipping out over every little thing, lol it was adorable. "OH MY GOSH ITS EDWARD! OH MY GOSH ITS ALICE!" Hahahaha, I love her. She's really one of the best friends I've ever had. I wouldn't be half as confident as I am now without her. She's so positive and hopeful now. I remember back when I first met her.. wow. Total 360 change: for the best of course. (: I can't think of anything else though, today really wasn't worth blogging about. But I had to write something, otherwise I feel odd. :p