What I've Realized.

What I’ve just now realized is that I lost you. I’ve COMPLETELY lost you. Do you know how insane that is?! January would have been two years. Do you not know that? Or do you just not care.. Ugh. I just wish that you wouldn’t have thrown our love away like you did.. because I still care. No matter how much I deny it to your face you’ll always know me well enough to know the truth.