Old Complaints.

I wrote this back in February(11th) but never posted it, so I thought I might as well since I have no new posts for today.

I can't really seem to figure out why I even try in the first place. Its hard to be in love with a guy that makes it impossible to even be with him. And just when you start to give-up on him, he'll do something that makes you never regret waiting around for him. Its really tough letting go of old feelings and when you truely love them it makes it even worse. Because if you really were in love with them you never stop, nor do you ever really forget them. At least thats what i've come to believe. To be in love is hard, and when the other person is just not trying to be with you- why would you try to be with them? You have to draw the line at somepoint, I just don't know where that line is exactly. Hopefully someday i'll be able to figure it out.. <3